i've realized wyoming living was so much more my style.
it was easier to meet people and feel welcome.
lately i kind of feel claustrophobic in utah...
too many people... too alone.
this really isn't the life i was hoping for here.

it is so nice to realize that sweet guys still exist.

last night i was having the craziest thing happen...

if i was sitting down i would get a crazy stuffy nose,

but if i stood up... it would go away.

so to have an excuse to stand he turns on a slow song

and asks me to dance. made me smile something fierce.

So if i've ever unintentionally hurt someone i feel terrible. Sitting here tonight deciding if i should keep on hoping or start to respect my reality.

the power of positive thinking is unreal. love reading words that are written with the intent to inspire and uplift.

"Never forget that you are one of a kind. Never forget that if there weren’t any need for you in all your uniqueness to be on this earth, you wouldn’t be here in the first place. And never forget, no matter how overwhelming life’s challenges and problems seem to be, that one person can make a difference in the world. In fact, it is always because of one person that all the changes that matter in the world come about. So be that one person....."

nothing inspirational today. just me. update? life has kicked me down, hard.

trying to fight an endless battle. can i come out on top?

who will i be when i find out who i am?

when will that be? how long can i last?

i need to get back into dance. the joy i get from watching is almost as great as the pain of knowing that i want that so much. i love to dance. i need to dance!