So if i've ever unintentionally hurt someone i feel terrible. Sitting here tonight deciding if i should keep on hoping or start to respect my reality.

the power of positive thinking is unreal. love reading words that are written with the intent to inspire and uplift.

"Never forget that you are one of a kind. Never forget that if there weren’t any need for you in all your uniqueness to be on this earth, you wouldn’t be here in the first place. And never forget, no matter how overwhelming life’s challenges and problems seem to be, that one person can make a difference in the world. In fact, it is always because of one person that all the changes that matter in the world come about. So be that one person....."

nothing inspirational today. just me. update? life has kicked me down, hard.

trying to fight an endless battle. can i come out on top?

who will i be when i find out who i am?

when will that be? how long can i last?

i need to get back into dance. the joy i get from watching is almost as great as the pain of knowing that i want that so much. i love to dance. i need to dance!

Bikram Yoga!

Simply amazing!!

My great friend Tanner introduced me!

I love it...

it leaves me relaxed, rejuvenated and ready for life! 

 

 

Here's to an amazing Sunday with my friends.

Love you Clarke and Melange!!!

they say things come in threes.... waiting for the third.

What's my back up plan?! :(

I'm not surprised, not everything lasts
I've broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track
Talk myself in, I talk myself out
I get all worked up, then I let myself down

I tried so very hard not to lose it
I came up with a million excuses

I thought, I thought of every possibility

And I know someday that it'll all turn out

You'll make me work, so we can work to work it out
And I promise you, kid, that I give so much more than I get

...i give so much more than i get

Being mistaken for my sister scares me.

My dreams keep reminding me that I miss you terribly.

never make a man a priority when he only makes you an option

Hey there Boo-Boo!

trying to decide who i really am

 

what do i really want?

 

who do i want to be?

 

how do i choose.....

and i trust this one to teach me new tricks? ha... oh joy!

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I LOVE MY JOB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and that's a how you take your mind off things and do work.

boarding tonight at powder.
got in a good board slide.

only injured myself in a minor fashion!
love the life i live!

thank you snowcrest students for making me smile.

today he says : this is the worst day of my life.
which recieves the reply : your worst day would probably compare to one of my best.
he defends himself saying : oh yeah? what would your worst consist of?

instint flashbacks of finding out my best friend, my first roommate, my sister was killed in an accident.
how do you recover from the instant pain?!

Hoping with the new board will come new success! This season has been incredible!

... I don't even know how i am anymore.

This boarding season has been amazing! Learning something new every time I hit the slopes! It's great! Started this season with the goal to learn rails and jumps. Started out pretty shaky and quite painful! It's still painful but not quite as shaky! In this last week I've learned the board slide, how to ride switch, landed my first 180, my jumps are a lot higher and the landings are better. I hope it keeps going like this, I'll be pro before I know it! I have another comp tomorrow night I want to enter! Should be interesting!

Oh cupid... may I please submit my request!?

Make him a snowboarder! Oh yeah, that's hott! 

Please and Thank you!

for now...

• to succeed first failure must come
• impossible to forget
• content with self
• longing for certainty
• history creates the present
• smiles can be used
• be ashamed of nothing that is true
• never stop learning

Dancing thoughts. Wondering where the current will drift. Fighting to feel comfortable showing true colors. Enjoying the realization that its time.

is it possible to be both?

such strong desire and preference for one,

but continually found acting on the other.

is it possible to be both?

to find peace in the present

only to wake fighting the current situations.

is it possible to be both?

do the pieces ever fall into order

or is it required to accept this foreign face.
is it possible to be both?

waiting on some day....

And I never wanted anything from you
Except everything you had and what was left after that too, oh
Happiness hit her like a bullet in the head
Struck from a great height by someone who should know better than that

 

 

lost em all in a matter of a few days....

scattered thoughts...

purple colored roses

tigers...

secret traced message/lies

shattered reality...

frozen kisses...

swallowed magnets.